U really made me smile ;
made me laugh ;
made me feel loved.
hold me tight ;
hug me sweetly ;
care for me deeply.
you made me remembered everything you done for me
ever so clearly
...even now that you are gone.
i really love you
THIS IS PERSONAL. Heart broken, really am lost now and i am still finding a road to a correct path. Hope i will pass this "EXAM" and get what i want. I really want that. But sometimes things just dont go your way and people will start to get irritated then suddenly will just go emo. and i think i will be emotinal for quite a while now. I really think i can make it but i just need much much more confidence to tell me i actually can do it.
i am really scared that someday i will just lose you. Did you know that you are very precious to me? Really love her. how i wish i could just love her and do everything for her.
I have not been blogging for quite long men. But oo well still going to blog now. But i dont know where to start and what to say. Everything is in a mess now but i like it. Its a mess but life is still simple. All i needed to do was to think a little more and be less rude and stuff everything seems to be working out just fine.
Theres alot of things in my mine but its just very messed up so i dont know which can be placed into here and stuff, but all i can say its all messed up so yupp. I am going to listen to music now. CYA PPL
Its a long long time since i blogged. But oo well am back blogging. hmm did not wanted my blog to die so i decided to say a few craps here and there.
But firstly about my promotion!! I got promoted was damn happy that i got to march out. But i did not know what to do when i marched out. Lucky i got a clear view of how others did it. Worst of all!!! Change department!! changed to a new department and in charge of PT. OOMG i did not know what to do men. Its like must give me a "good" post cause i retain maybe. But oo well, what past has past.
Then when it was night time, Its was the cpn!! i am very proud that i am in a squad like this. There good times and bad times, But! when you are about to graduate you can really just remember all the good times only.(cpl shao jie) lolx! total sensible.
I was running around too. But after a fall at the stairs area, WOW it made me quiet down and did not really wanted to move around any more. and then started to sms RRH. Wow missed her like crazy. Really crazy, only like 1 day 1 night camp and so crazy aready.
TML will be a BIG day!!!!
HAPPY *** ***** WOOT
TIME FLIES WHILE HAVING FUN!!!
I realise that going out with you has been a happy anf fun times. I think this can really work out. I know we can, if WE THINK WE CAN! In 24hrs for me is more then enough. In that few hours there will be lots of things happing to me and you, In that few hours its like we been through 24 days of life so i think it has always been time well spent. So i think we can go through about almost any thing. Sorry about all the dissapointment and sad times. I think i need to think before i even do anything should really watch what i do. And remember about my piority okz?
Today has been a great day although did not get to watch any movies but the times that we are together is almost happy all the times. WOOT! Pizza was totally nice. The ice cream part is the most most funniest thing of all. Faster faster, actually took 2 mins to ate it. And then i realise at the stall i did not get wet but nvm making people wet was fun too. hahax today is 1 of the best days in my life. Sweet sweet day.
Today church was the same just that alot of people asking about my specs. Its super funny in church for 15 years aready then all dont know i dont wear specs. But nevermind i am still in church using the laptop. OO well chill out people, May GOD bless all people :D
Woot it was quite a last minute, i just wanted to get a spec and go shop shop. But we did lots of things, we first went to amk just for the subway cookies. How cool is that? After that went to bugis straight, the train was flooded with people. In the train it suddenly announce,"the exit will be on the left" like how we know its left or right? Some dumb machine. Reach bugis and exit the train aready, i found out singaporeans cant wait to get out the mrt stations. Its like everyone squeese into the two rows of escalator. Crazy bunch. But WE are smart so went to find other escalator. Reach bugis squeese AGAIN like singapore very small like that. I dont even think ochard is as squeesy as bugis men. But i still got my specs WOOT!!! RED riding hood choose it for me so i am very happy with the specs i am having. Then when to beach road, WOOT crazyly long trip men. Gotten things from the mr singh shop. I think my school biggest DM so ass dont help students to buy the things when he is going to beach road to order, make the students go beach road buy it ourselves. Hui si was so confuse by the number that we use to call her, got RED riding hood 1 and her tempo 1 and mine. She all also nvr answer till call her house. Then went to hougang point to eat, WOOT! The FISH-O-LET LOLX. OO men i cant believe i said that. What a shy moment. I think i ate alot today i think can gain weight WOOT!!! Today is a HAPPY day for ME and RED riding hood!! Woot what a day.
i have long forgotten how to smile ;ever since you`re gone.