U really made me smile ;
made me laugh ;
made me feel loved.
hold me tight ;
hug me sweetly ;
care for me deeply.
you made me remembered everything you done for me
ever so clearly
...even now that you are gone.
Today and yesterday was like crazy. Was alomost going to get my hand cut as i dont know where should i fuss out all the troubles i got. Oo well i just been throught a close to 48hrs of nightmare. It was there worst days i have seens a few months ago. Hmm i think i am goin more nuts if she did not reply me at all. It was a crazy day for me today, went to tw house no mood still gamble, its like sure lose 1. After all the gambling went down to the bus stop dont know why i suddenly cried super shy. Wondered how i looked like just now when waiting for my 136 bus. Oo men really fisrt time cried in the public. I think i will cut myself lar if she never reply. Haiz what a day for me. Tomorrow still have promotion test i think i will fail. But i still will try my best to score. Flooded with throughts so bad for health men.
i have long forgotten how to smile ;ever since you`re gone.